| Take me back to the place I love, take me all the way |
[May. 19th, 2005|06:29 pm] |
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| | Student Rick | ] | Well god damn bastard shit.
Come stop by my house for GRAD OPEN HOUSE SAT. JUNE 4TH AT 230-530 JUST SAYING HI WOULD BE NICE
ADDRESS 6974 MAPLE HILL COURT
I finally had to make a college decesion and OU is my choice. Lets just hope its the right one. haha uhhhhhh
Random Shit: i wish i could just play with legos, my house for grad, no many peoples been here so come and see my rabbid dog and lion |
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| war all the time |
[May. 3rd, 2005|06:09 pm] |
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| | Groggy | ] |
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| | Thursday | ] | lets see to the double e school is going pretty easy, i finally seem to have my ultimate lazyness to work ratio down just in time for the rest of the year. Mountian is slowing for a while, i need a god damn new job for summer. YEp yep, well my life is pretty uneventful and even if it was this thing is not important enough to put things on, yeah lol. stupid bastard journals for personal use to get your way or such lol i don't know.
BIG FUCKING GAME MAY 15TH, i need you big game.
Random shit: stupid ass maxtown closed, 15 mins to get to school now, 10 extra mins to get anywhere, i need a jet pack, time to go do something. |
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| and we talk about leaving town |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|12:29 am] |
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| | Content | ] |
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| | Gorillaz | ] | Well well, quite the days the world gives this young mortal soul to fill up his emotions of all sorts.
lets see gradutating so soon, its mega scary but i'm kind of exicted for it, i think the sadness will really hit at the end of the summer and not now i hope. I mean lifes been going pretty good, i can't say much more, i mean nothings perfect, so i 'm pretty content and happy lately with just stuff, i seem to have a grip on whats going on, even if it is just watching my last few weeks of school slip away.
recent events: less than jake concert = mad tite MODEST MOUSE CONCERT JUNE 8th, come one come all BIG GAME, HANDY MAY 15TH YES!!!
Random shit: time is flying, under control, so much stuff soon, doing pretty good. |
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| the world is a vampire |
[Apr. 9th, 2005|12:41 am] |
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| | Optimistic | ] |
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| | Midtown | ] | TEAM HANDY ADVANCES OF THE FATE OF A COIN TOSS, HELL YEAH.
so i think senior tag has been really fun, at least for me. The team we played agianist was a worthy oppenet, i just wish that we would have gotten one of them out. But we have that chance next round. Like i think this is living up to what i thought it would be and i'm really happy that i'm playing and having a good time, but it scares me how people are already seeming to get bored or sick of it.
Random shit: Work work work, i got a big ass pay check today, trying to clear everything out and starting fresh
P.S. i feel really like refreshed kind of the past day or so, maybe its the crazy number of energy drinks i have consumed and the fact that i'm going to pay for all of this and hit a brick wall soon. At least i haven't tried the damn hornets, scott you bastard. |
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| everyones a fire burning, with no one to put them out |
[Apr. 2nd, 2005|12:48 am] |
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| | Cheerful | ] |
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| | Queens of the Stone Age | ] | Holy shit, i now have DSL. yes thats right i have internet that goes fast, yay. maybe now i'll update more because i'll have less waiting for pages to download time and more do something time. i still can't deceide if this will mean i'm on here more or less, probably about the same.
oh well, break done a few things not to much, lots and lots of work which equals mad flow.
i need one of those stupid expensive purchases that make you feel good for a few days though, i was thinking on of the mini-motocycles, those things sound kick ass, and i'm not old enough yet to die on a real one.
Random shit: ending of school is drawing far to close for comfort, almost back to me |
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| I'm my own worst enemy |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|12:30 am] |
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| | peaceful | ] |
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| | Less Than Jake | ] | Well not a whole lot to update about but time permits be to fill words into this fun internet communicating device so i guess i'll try. Things are going pretty good, yep lol. i'm very intereting Get to hear from Miami this week, yeah, shoots myselfs in the heads. So i'll try this thingy
A - Age you got your first REAL kiss: 15 B - Band listening to right now: The Juiliana Theory C - Crush: HEHE D- Dad's name: Don E - Easiest person to talk to: ktgoo, megan, jenny, britney F - Favorite band at the moment: Modest Mouse G- Gummy worms: MAD TITE H - Hometown: da ville I - Instruments: used to play trupet K - Kids: 2 or 3, depends how much i can sell them for L - Longest car ride: Georgia M - Mom's name: Sheryl N - Nicknames: DMoney O - One wish: i'm fully happy and without regret when i'm old P - Phobia[s]: none really Q - Quote: "i want a better place, or just a better way to fall" R - Reason to smile: I am proud of the person i am S - Song you sang last: If i told you this was killing me would you stop T - Time you woke up [today]: 1030 V - Vegetable you hate: Spanich W - Worst habit(s): Cracking knuckles X - X-rays you've had: teeth that is it Y - Yummy food: Penn Station, god made their subs Z - Zodiac sign: who gives a shit |
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| can we take a ride, get out of this place we'll we still have time |
[Mar. 5th, 2005|01:18 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | Jimmy Eat World | ] | Me so tired
ski today was fun, although i had to leave early to fullfill my duties to the devil's workshop. I was glad i went though since i haven't been since last year and i've done ski club for the past 6 years so i have to get my skiing fix. Oh and i love snow haha. the mountian wasn't bad till 11 oclock comes and 1993043935 people show up from a church, i;ve always hated organized religion. So i don't get out of there till right before 1, yay. I must got back tomorrow too, but now i have a ending in sight so i'm ok. Only 2 months left, ahh.
well enough of my pathitic life, go out and do something instead of read my stupid journal shit heads. Oh and have a good day.
random shit: college is muy soono, crying, "don't try to play me", "i'm not your babysitter", good damn hillbilly ski people, yay for you |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 3rd, 2005|07:35 pm] |
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| | weird | ] |
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| | first survey ever, yay, i suck at life | ] | You Know You're a 90's Kid When........ (X The Ones That Match You)
(X) 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!" () 2. You watched the Pound Puppies. (X) 3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel-Air." (_) 4. You wore biker shorts under your shirts and felt stylish. () 5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own. () 6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. () 7. You know that "WOAH!" comes from Joey on "Blossom." (X) 8. Two words: M.C. Hammer. (X) 9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock." (X) 10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars. (X) 11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales." (X) 12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. () 13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. (X) 14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen. (X) 15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail Day in computer class at school. () 16. You played the game M.A.S.H. (Mansion Apartment Shack House). () 17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it. (X) 18. L.A. Gear (_) 19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten. (X) 20. You remember reading Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing and all the Ramona books. (X) 21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF." (x) 22. You wanted to be a Goonie. Truffle Shuffle! Boodie Trap!... (x) 23. You even wore flourescent clothing. (X,) 24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off. (X) 25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf. (X) 26. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. () 27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets. (X) 28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence. () 29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts. () 30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band. (_) 31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up. (_) 32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets. () 33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals. (X) 34. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?" (X) 35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!" (X) 36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates. (_) 37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide. (X) 38. You have ever played with a Skip-It. (X) 39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's. (X) 40. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "awesome."
() 41. You remember Popples.
(X) 42. "Don't worry, be happy." (_) 43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights. (X) 44. You wore socks scrunched down. (X) 45. "Miss Mary MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK, with silver BUTTONS, BUTTONS, BUTTONS all down her BACK, BACK, BACK!" (X) 46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players. (x) 47. You rmember watching both "Gremlins" movies. (X) 48. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!" () 49. You remember watching "Rainbow Brite" and "My Little Ponies." (X) 50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot. (X) 51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac () 52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool. () 53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on Saved By the Bell. (_) 54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi. (X) 55. You played and or collected Pogs. (X) 56. You used to pretend that you could transform into a Power Ranger |
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| his goal in life was to be an echo |
[Feb. 17th, 2005|01:32 pm] |
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| | aggravated | ] |
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| | wilco | ] | It was mad crazy snowing today and i was thoughly happy with it. i wanted to just ran out of my class and frilic in it like a gay fairy.
random shit: nothing |
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| spining wheels |
[Feb. 13th, 2005|09:18 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] |
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| | Wico | ] | sweethearts was fun a ton. do you have any crayons? lol
The wonderful Miss Peters was a great date, must i say more. |
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| if i could, i know i would just hold your hand and you'd understand |
[Feb. 11th, 2005|03:28 pm] |
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| | Wilco- yankee hotel foxtrout "good shit" | ] | Try this out, just fill in your name where it applies.
I hate ______, he/she is a big bastard. I love ______, he/she is so awesome. I like ______, he/she is might kool. I dislike _______, he/she is not way kool. _______ makes me turn into a giant tree. My homie _______ is mad tite. Special thanks to _________, you are awesome.
just feel your name into the one in which emotion you would like to feel.
Random shit: sh tomororw, shit to do, yes sir re bob |
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| we have one chance, one chance to get everything right |
[Feb. 5th, 2005|01:48 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Tired | ] |
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| | Modest Mouse | ] | Its late in the bloody night, nobody seems to be alive, and i don't like sleep, so update about boring shit to pass the time and make me feel mad tite. Maybe this update will be about my accuatly life and just not random crazy shit. or yet agian maybe not.
Work- Magic Mountian makes you hate people sometimes, just people are so fucking stupid sometimes and just treat their kids like shit and then we wonder we they get it from. People just don't like to take responsiblty it seems. Yeah, but anyways the immense boredom there sometimes lets me relieze these things and just how people interact. It all seems so silly sometimes, just how people don't seem to give a rats ass about other people. Like i think one important thing about peoples rights is that you live with yours to the fullest, aslong as you aren't infringing upon another persons. People just seem to get so caught up in there own damn selves that they don't notice. CRAZY, i guess i just wish people and the world as a whole could just be a little smarter about shit. (oh i forgot to mention that a side effect of working there is complete mental insanity, but i think you figured that out by now)
College- This shit is mad crazy yo. It is so scary that we only have like 4 months left of high school. i remember i was always like, oh graduation will never come, even up to last year i had that sweet ignorance. I really don't know whens its totally going to hit me though. Thinking about all of this just makes it seem like the rest of senior year is somewhat this signaficant then i thought it would be, because it is just going to be over so soon and all of the people and things around me are going to change so much. Its just so weird and it makes me think of this quote, and if you guess where it came from i will strip for you.
"I don't want to be in a battle. But waiting on the edge of one I can't escape is even worse."
Random shit: superbowl baby, don't really care, work work, party, yes, you, 1+1=2 |
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| everyones an ocean drowning |
[Jan. 30th, 2005|12:34 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | Modest Mouse | ] | Lock inizzle 05 that was pretty freaking fun, except for the part were i busted up my lip on the obstecal course because i run into inflatable walls. lol. sumo was awesome, except as much as i hate to admit a ron prob got the best of me, except when i placed my nice ass checks on his face haha. those things are crazy hard work though, like after 2 mins i was dead. but i am also in prob the worst shape of my life lol. singled out was fun. mr. senior was gut-busting comedy. i excepted nakedness but i think we all got more then we bargianed for, quite disturbing lol. good job to everyone though. i think everything turned out pretty awesome though. and i didn't even know is was going to snow so that was awesome. had a nice walk in it with a nice person until some creepy man in a minivan came hahaha
well shit that probably entry 10 millino you read of the lock in, but ummmm mine was the best maybe.
ohh and stupid miami said their defering their descion on me until regular admission. oh yeah. translation no good. i guess they didn't like my naked video i send with my app.
random shit- dancing in the snow, glitter snow, busted lip |
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| wonderboy, what is the meaning of your power |
[Jan. 25th, 2005|05:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sick | ] |
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| | The D | ] | Boom Bang Bang
Boy do i love the simpsons, like not just the comedy, but how much awesomeness is in it. Yeah thats right awesomeness. From 5-6 is a happy time if i can catch a great show and just chill.
We need a snow day soon, i don't see any real good amount of snow in the futures though so bummer. WE NEED TO GET A GROUP TOGETHER TO GO SKIING SOMETIMES. I haven't been skiing since last year, and it makes me so sad because ski club was mad tite.
I hate having stupid ap labs, i mean they're easy and i don't mind really being there, but when i get home it feels like an hour of my day has just dissapeared. As we all know time is not a good thing to have just disapear.
College is closing it like always, how fun. I really have no clue what i'm going to do, but i'll probably just end up at ou or miami so i figure i'm just going to flip a coin and hope that all goes well. I mean who wouldn't want there life to be decieded by a piece of medal with heads and tails on it, yet i haven't decieded which school will be on which side.
Random shit- me be sick, e-brake+snow=fun, ron needs to see ND, time is fragile |
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| hold my hand, radiant beauty |
[Jan. 20th, 2005|04:03 pm] |
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| | Listless | ] |
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| | Taking back sunday | ] | Boy i love the freaky deaky snow. it is just so so kool. i even wrote about it.
Blinding beauty- Snow in all its wonderful splender lightly falls down the the dirty, mistaken filled land It glides down with pure innocence Its beauty enlightening people covering up everything around them with a pure crystal white blanket hiding all the uglyiness if not forever but just for a magical moment it lets you forget all and just marvel in the true pure beauty of nature
Fun- Play outside with me the snow calls as it falls gracefully bring your sled bring your friends don't forget your smiles Mr. snowman begs to be made as the white beauty falls into place as though it was meant to be there the white fluffy snowballs fly though the air striking hard agianist our faces yet they bring with them a rememberence of simpler times and then as in unison everyone screams out more magical snow please |
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| so much beauty it could make you cry |
[Jan. 18th, 2005|08:57 pm] |
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| | calm | ] |
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| | Interpol | ] | Wow wow now don't push the red button! What this one yeah thats the one ok i won't, i'll just go eat my donut good good
Well lets see 2nd semester is starting, yeah. Quite scary i must say myself, last semester of my high school career. Then college, its all quite overwhelming and just keeps flying by. I'm trying to enjoy what time we have left. It seems somehow like not really but like it feel like i've just been in friendships and stuff and that there going to end after high school and its feels like a little bit of a waster. I mean i know that these people have done stuff for me and have changed my life in some way, yet it just feels so weird just leaving. I don't know.
this break was nice, was relaxing and eventful at the same time
Random Shit (copyright 2005) Snowday soon, 4th and 5th peroid lunch repersent, time flys by, hmmm, here we go |
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| Can't stay in, can't stay out, cause if i do i know i'm going break |
[Jan. 10th, 2005|02:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Moody | ] |
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| | Saves the Day | ] | Hello sir, would you like a cup of tea? Why yes, of course i would. Why this tea is quite good. Why thank you, i made it myself. There seems to be something special in it. Yes, i added a little bit of lemon for flavor. Oh jolly good old chap, it tastes great.
Well demon exams are just around the bend, as in 2 days from now. I really don't think i'm going to end up studying for any of them just like usual. I just hope i do decent, which i usually do, but i really don't care that much because its senior year and there are many other important things going on in my life.
So i really have reliezed how much i hate it when i compare myself to other people. I just seem to always look at other people and go well they are so kool they do this that or the other thing, and i just seem to find the good things and people and then try to figure out why i'm not like that. Yet i can't have everything that everyone else has. Yet i still look at other people like this sometimes and then start to beat up on myself, which is not good. I mean i'm happy with myself and who i am and what i do yet sometimes i just look at others and compare myself to all the good things of like a whole bunch of people and it makes me feel bad. I really need to learn how to stop doing this. This is related to my other bitching topic for the day in some why i believe.
I hate how it seems like i always have to find something bad in everything. This just kills me because sometimes it seems like i can't be completely happy. I mean if something good happens i'm happy but yet i look at it later and always find every little thing that is wrong or slighty wrong or is just not perfect and it digs into me. I know its human nature to look at others and try to improve yourself, this is a good thing most of the time because it helps people improve themselves and such. Yet seem to be doing this to much lately and it kills me because i have so many good things going on i shouldn't be focusing on the bad things yet embracing the good.
Today i felt like someone stuck all of my emotions into a blender, put it on the highest setting for 5 mins, then poured me a nice big glass and made me drink it all down.
Random shit: Well jake says this is already copyrighted so i guess i can't do that anymore, exams don't scare me at all this year, work is back yeah, 1+1=2 |
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| Well that is that, and this is this, tell me what you want, and i'll tell you what you get |
[Jan. 3rd, 2005|01:35 am] |
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| | Peacefully Happy | ] |
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| | Jet | ] | I must say that this break has been quite fasinating and exiciting and funfilled and grand and lazy and relaxing and a bit ok sometimes, and newly refreshing, and just recently peacefully beautiful.
Only one more day of abosultate freedom before we all most head back to the mecca of learning that we call school. Yes we may dread the thought of sitting though math yet once agian and forcing ourselves to do homework, but i say to you, this is senior year, we only have so little time left at this school and with eachother so make the time count no matter if its at boring old school or at a party. Just enjoy senior year and more importantly life.
I know of no good that has came to people who hate upon life, except a rank odor of sadness and displeasure. You must embrace it for all the good and the bad, because in the end thats what its all about. what you make of it, if life throws something at you, you have to get back up and kick it in the ass. That is the only thing that will do you any good.
Well that kind of all came out of nowhere as i was typing, but yet i guess the best things are almost always unexpected. I know mine was.
So its 05 time bitches live it up, well only if you want to. It is all kind of sinking it to me now. Just how were seniors and how college is creaping up upon us ever so slowly.
Oh and we need a snow day when we get back to school, so everyone come up with there own freaky deaky snow dance so we might just be able to look really stupid and have aboultly no influnce over the fact that it snows or not.
Random Shit {copyright 2005} Stay classy westerville, 05 time, break is over, snowday would be nice, one thing makes it all worth it |
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| smile like you mean it |
[Dec. 29th, 2004|01:18 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | lazy | ] |
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| | The Killers | ] | Well this break is going by fast but has been quite good. lately i've been really lazy and have just been enjoying doing a lot of nothing. Everything seems to be better when you don't have the constrict of time on your ass. I mean just knowing that you don't have to do anything all day just makes it seem so much calmer and makes things enjoyable.
The year is almost over also, all i can say is that it has been a year in which i think that i have grown a lot as a person, i think i've became maybe a slightly more outgoing and just so many other things. I just hope that the next year is even better, i know its going to be filled with a lot of things.
Random shit: the snow is melting, break is almost done, new years is near, school is unwanted to go back to, i never thought i would feel this way |
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| I"m coming out of my cage |
[Dec. 23rd, 2004|01:56 am] |
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| | thoughtful | ] |
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| | Mr. Brightside - The Killers | ] | First off, snownsownosnownsonsonwonsosnosnsonwonsownosnosnwonsownosnownsonwonssnow
Second off sledding sledding sledding
Third off snow is fun to drive in as long as your not trying to go somewhere to far away or need to get there fast
Fourth off i'm somewhat of a puddle of emotions at the moment
Fifth off party
sixith off that one person
seventh off wonderful |
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